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Jul. 11th, 2009 | 10:13 pm
mood: apathetic apathetic

Where has the passion gone to? We've forgotten our dreams. We've lost the fire. I was afraid that it'd end up like this. There must be something left deep inside for me to dig up. All these empty words have no feelings anymore.

Passion.

Passion.

Passion.

Where have you gone? Life is beautiful no more, without you. It's too easy.

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We have to conclude

Jun. 28th, 2009 | 03:19 am
music: Tina Dico - Love is Cruel to the Sensitive Kind

At the very end, in times of extreme vulnerability, anxiety, loneliness, it is all true.

I am exposed.

I am in trouble.

And I am alone.

This is what's going on.

At the very end, you have but yourself. And I hate who I have. How can I trust her again when she single handedly destroyed everything I had and possibly will have?

Someone told me that I had another pillar to fall back on and I stupidly believed. How fucking naive was I? There are things I can't say and I won't say on here but I hope you know who you are.

Well, when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade.

When life gives you Christine, what do you do?



[Michael Jackson, who never stopped giving hope and positivity to a world that treated him like a puppet worth no more than the dirt on their shoes, passed on. He will, in the hearts of many, be remembered as a legend. Rest in Peace]

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SPACE FILLER

Jun. 17th, 2009 | 02:51 am

I feel quite nice now. It's 2:51 AM, my brother's sleeping on the couch behind me. Haha, I guess he's not used to his too-comfortable queen sized bed.

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Track

Jun. 8th, 2009 | 10:36 pm

Sorry my LJ, I have forsaken you. I forsaken you at probably one of the most eventful period of my life. Not happy times nor sad times, just eventful.

I didn't even post about our silly GWH. But well, I've stepped down from SNSB now and I miss band so much.

Yes, well anyway... eventful.

You know what, LJ? I need to refocus. I need to get my drive back. I need to remember what matters to me - Me.

Yes, I know I know. Laugh all you will, but it's my life and it's my dream. It's my future and it'll be my legacy. It all starts here. I've been pushing and pushing. Stop testing the limits, Christine Lim. You'll just end up falling over the edge and there's no turning back from there.

Here, you have this much time left. Take it! Take the time and fufill your destiny.

Yes.

Destiny.

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Band

Mar. 6th, 2009 | 10:26 pm
music: La Forza Del Destino

Before today, I had some hope that the band will wake up their idea but after seeing what happened today, I have lost all hope.

For cripe's sake, can't you see that in a band, whatever we do should be in the interest of the entire group? No one's making any personal attack on anybody. You cannot control what others say but you can decide how you are going to take it then respond to it. Some just do not have the maturity. It is quite simply that.

Complain that we are generalising you. But then again you yourself are generalising us. Think first before you speak otherwise you make a fool of yourself.

Either way, Clarice and I have decided to wipe our hands off the band. But we can never give up on our section. I'll be honest, I can assure you that at this rate we're going, even the silver might be at stake, so I no longer aim for a gold. I only hope that my section will play well, do our very best and do justice to ourselves. Mr. Nonami's really particular about percussion so we must do our part and prove ourselves.

Sure we do not have the resources nor the guidance but we have to work within our constraints and produce the best sound we can produce. Remember that togetherness is key and we must cue each other in. Remember what Miss Akari taught us!

I know my juniors are really hardworking and we appreciate that so keep up the hardwork and most importantly, improve. It will pay off. Our section will give our best and there will be no tears no matter what the results are, all right?

Then we'll proceed to a 939180398 hours lunch at Cafe Cartel or something.

A lil' something for you all:


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(no subject)

Feb. 24th, 2009 | 09:10 pm

Last beverage → Strawberry Milk Tea from Sweettalk!
Last phone call → My mom. Telling her not to pick me up from school.
Last text message → From Janael, telling me to bring my math worksheets to school tomorrow.
Last song you listened to → Radio Protector by 65daysofstatic
Last time you cried → Last night. It was the mix of the nostalgia from looking through old pictures and Sigur Ros playing in the background. Har.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Have I even dated anyone?
Been cheated on → Yes...
Kissed someone & regretted it → Can't regret something I've never done before! :D

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Haven't been in love to fall out of it.
Laughed until you cried → Almost... At the school's biology notes for Hormones, omfg...
Met someone who changed your life → I like to think that everyone I've ever me influences me in one way or another.
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → -NIL-
How many kids do you want to have → One boy. Or One boy and a little sister.
Do you have any pets → Frickin kois. I think I'll only be getting my guinea pigs after O levels. :(
Do you want to change your name → NTY.
What time did you wake up today → 0600h. Ugh.
What were you doing at midnight last night → Sleeping.
Name something you cannot wait for → O levels to be over.
Last time you saw your father→ Just a few minutes ago.
What's one thing you wish you could change → Being an emotard in Sec 1.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Hm...

What's getting on your nerves right now → Myself.
What's your real name → Christine
Elementary/Primary School → Rosyth School <333
Middle/Secondary School --> CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School. BOO!
Hair color → Black. I think it's become brown, DO NOT WANTS! :(
Long or short → Long-ish
Are you a health freak → Sometimes
Righty or lefty → Righty

FIRSTS :
First surgery → Eh...Never.
First piercing → My ears, when I was 3-5
First best friend → Lee Shu Yi. Ah, good times.
First sport you joined → ... HAHAHAHAHA...
First pet → Fish. Fail.
First vacation → Australia!

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nothing
Drinking → Nothing
Waiting → For the toilet.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yup!
Want to get married?→ Yup!
Careers in mind? → Eh...

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → No.
Drank hard liquor → Nah.
Lost glasses/contacts → . No. I'm so responsible! :D
Ran away from home → Almost did.
Broken someone's heart → Yes.
Been arrested → Not yet.
Cried when someone died → Ya duh.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Maybe..
Miracles → No.
Love at first sight → No,.
Heaven → No.
Santa Clause → Pira educated me.
Kiss on the first date→ It's okay I guess.
Angels → If I exist, of course.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No.
Do you believe in God? → No.

The end!

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(no subject)

Feb. 22nd, 2009 | 10:01 pm

I spend too much time hoping to be instead of being. Treacherous.

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1 Word

Feb. 19th, 2009 | 08:47 pm

(koped from mavis :D)

Where is your cell phone? - Here
Your hair? - Black
Your father - Yelling
Your favorite thing - Nothing
Your dream last night - Odd
Your favorite drink - Water
Your dream/goal -
The room you are in - Here
Your fear - Mediocrity
Where do you want to be in 6 years - Studying
Muffins - Okay
One of your wish list items - Dictionary
Where you grew up - There
The last thing you did - Ate
What are you wearing - Uniform (ew smelly!)
Your TV - Behind
Your pets - Adorable
Your computer - Addictive
Your life - Rubbish
Your mood - Anxious
Missing someone - Yes
Your car - Toy
Favorite store - None
Your favorite color - Warm
When is the last time you laughed - Just
Last time you cried - Yesterday
People who email me - SPAM
One of my favorite foods - Sushi
Place I would rather be right now - College

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ugh

Feb. 17th, 2009 | 07:56 pm

001. Real name → Christine Lim Li Ping
002. Nickname(s)→ Chris, Monkey, Boob...
003. Zodiac sign → Sadge
004. Male or female → Homosexual male trapped in a female body
005. Elementary → , my dear Watson... St Paul's Church Kindergarten
006. Primary School → Rosyth School. <3
007. High School → CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School
008. Hair color → Black
009. Long or short → Shoulder length
010. Loud or Quiet → Depends on my mood
011. Sweats or Jeans → Shorts
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → A bit
014. Drink or Smoke? → Drink
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → I suppose so
016. Eat or Drink → Eat
017. Piercing → Just ears
018. Tattoos → None

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ Yes
020. Been in a relationship → No
021. Been in a car accident → Yes, Liwen just reminded me
022. Been in a fist fight → Yes

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears
024. First best friend → Shu Yi
025. First award → ... fail.
026. First crush → I don't know. I was such a slut.
028. First big vacation → Australia! When I was five, I think.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Brother
030. Last person you texted → My studybuddybear (Clarice)
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Watched a bit of a documentary with my history class
032. Last food you ate → Rice
033. Last movie you watched → Some documentar
034. Last song you listened to → Billets Doux by Django (ringtone, lol)
035. Last thing you bought → Tau Huey
036. Last person you hugged → Bolster

FAVES:
037. Food → Ooh, this can never be answered
038. Drink → Water
039. Clothing → At the moment, this grey shirt thingy I got from Topshop
040. Books → FAILRIDER
041. Music → Can't choose
042. Flower → Not fussed
043. Colors → Brown, blue, grey
044. Movies→ Too many
045. Positions → Lying on my bed hugging my bolster
046. Subjects - Eng Lit

IN 2008..... I
X=no, Y=yes
047. kissed in the snow (X)
048. celebrated Halloween (X)
049. what was this question?? Huh?
050. went over the minutes on your cell phone (X)
051. someone questioned your sexual orientation (X)
052. came out of the closet(X)
053. gotten pregnant (X)
054. had an abortion (X)
055. Done something you've regretted (Y)
056. Broke a promise (X)
057. hid a secret (Y)
058. pretended to be happy (Y)
059. met someone who changed your life (X)
060. pretended to be sick (X)
061. left the country (Y)
062. tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it (X)
063. cried over the silliest thing (Y)
064. ran a mile (Y)
065. went to the beach with your best friend(s) (Y)
066. stayed single the whole year (Y)

CURRENTLY
067. Eating -> Nothing
068. Drinking → Nothing
069. I'm about to → Do some work
070. Listening to → Myself
071. Plans for today → Work
072. Waiting for → something good to happen to me

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → One day, I guess
074. Want to get married? → Yes
075. Careers in mind -> No eye dear
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous -> Spontaneous is romantic. Romantic
79. Nice stomach or nice arms → not fussed
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship--> Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → neither

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → no
084. Ran away from home → no
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → no
086. Killed somebody → no
087. Broken someone's heart?→ Parents'
088. Been arrested → no
089. Cried when someone died → ya duh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Don't know
091. Miracles → Don't know
092. Love at first sight → No
093. Heaven → No
094. Santa Claus → No
095. Sex on the first date → No
96. Kiss on the first date → If I really like the guy

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → If I am, I'd be happy with anything
099. Do you believe in God → No
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. → Fuck you

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I'm with Stupid.

Feb. 16th, 2009 | 06:11 pm

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.
Tag 11 people (including the person who tagged you) and repost it with the title:
I've done __(score)__ out of the 132 stupid things.
99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things!

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (on the cheek)
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(\) Are / Been In Love (almost, so I'll give myself a 0.5 points)
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 3.5

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped School [Jia Yu said :(something like that, but no)] I say [ haha, with me right?]
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 5.5

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 8.5

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 10.5

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 13.5

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (wtf is mudding)
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 16.5

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School [Jiayu said:(now tell me, who in 4L hasn't] [I say: Me! :D]

SO FAR: 19.5

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 20.5

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 22.5

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 22.5

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight (yeah, by myself. my life's so exciting)

SO FAR: 23.5

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 26.5

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean (sea yes, ocean no)
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 29.5

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins [Jiayu said: (That is the awesomest thing ever][I say: +1]

SO FAR: 34.5

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 37.5

Level 18
(/) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (did but couldn't be arsed to finish it. so 0.5 points!)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 41

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 42

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (But for perfectly innocent reasons. SRSLY!)
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 45

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 48

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (ffs, I don't even dare try a normal one)
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 50

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (I'm a fucking WUSS!)

SO FAR: 52

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (i wish)
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 53

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken (no, but I've played WITH a chicken before)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (not hot, but cute, probably in a fluffy way:)
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 55

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed [Jiayu said:(I don't know how that makes sense)][I say: I do]

SO FAR: 57

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test [Jiayu said:(yar, ting xie. HAHA)][I say: +1]
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x)Tried to hurt yourself (but not in an emo way!)

SO FAR: 62

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 65

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 69

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas


I've done 69 out of 132 apparently stupid things. I'm fucking stupid.

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Where do I wish to wake up tomorrow?

Feb. 15th, 2009 | 10:43 pm



Fifty People, One Question: Brooklyn from Fifty People, One Question on Vimeo



I wish to be woken up by rays of sunlight, caressing my face as they flood through windows into my room, I slowly open my eyes and find myself in a charming little room, nicely tucked under the thickest, softest, warmest duvet I've ever touched. Slowly, I start to sit up and stretch, then feel around for my glasses. I put them on and everything around me starts to take form. I get out of bed and make my way towards the window. I open it and hear laughter, screams and the rings of bicycle bells. Looking down, hoardes of students are riding towards campus, lugging along stacks of books. My head looks up and my eyes transfixed onto the stone walls of a magnificent structure, an ancient institution that transported me to another era before my time. The phone rings and I snap out of it. My parents are on the other line, they say that they're doing fine, now travelling around the world with friends, they ask me how I'm doing and I say I'm doing fine too. I rush into the bathroom and out, get dressed, grabbed my books, dashed out of my room and down the stairs, out into the courtyard. There, a tall, fair young man with ebony hair and sapphire eyes waits for me with a lovely little red bicycle, the one I've always wanted as a little girl. We ride to school together. 



Where do you wish to wake up tomorrow?

 


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Days

Feb. 12th, 2009 | 09:51 pm

If every single day of work brings me closer to my dreams, why wouldn't I enjoy it?

It is highly possible that I may not even come close to realising my dreams and I still will be left shattered and devastated, but I've never felt so alive, so happy before. Yes, it is hard, but how would I ever bear leading a life so full of regrets?

Right now, my focus is on my O levels and getting into a good Junior College. As tortorous as it is, I will get my life back on track.



Love,

Christine.

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The Last Night

Jan. 12th, 2009 | 10:50 pm
location: Old Flat.

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your _% virgin.
The LOWER the number you have the more you've done!

[ ]Smoked
[x]Drank alcohol
[x]Cried when someone died (its natural)
[x]Been drunk
[ ]Had sex
[x]Been to a concert
[ ]Gotten/given a hand job
[ ]Gotten/given a blow job
[x]Been verbally/sexually harassed
[x]Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
[ ]Felt someone up and/or been felt up
[x]Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
[ ]Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before
[ ]Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Been to formal/prom
[x]Cried at school
[ ]Gotten lost in a department store
[ ]Went streaking
[ ]Given or received a lap dance
[x]Had someone of the opposite sex in your room
[x]Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
[x]Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
[ ]Kissed a stranger
[x]Hugged a stranger
[ ]Went scuba diving
[ ]Driven a car
[ ]Gotten an x-ray
[ ]Hit by a car
[ ]Had a party
[ ]Done serious drugs
[ ]Played strip poker/darts
[ ]Got paid to strip for someone
[ ]Ran away from home
[ ]Broken a bone
[x]Eaten sushi
[ ]Bought drugs
[ ]Smoked weed
[x]Striped in front of someone
[ ]Had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ]Been in love
[ ]French Kissed
[x]Laughed so hard you cried
[x]Cried yourself to sleep
[ ]Laughed yourself to sleep
[ ]Stabbed yourself
[ ]Shot a gun
[x]Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
[x]Been online for 9 consecutive hours
[x]Watched tv the whole day
[x]Stayed up the whole night
[ ]Watched a person die
[ ]Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person
[x]Pranked somebody
[ ]Put somebody in the hospital
[ ]Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
[x]kissed somebody of the same sex
[ ]dressed punk
[ ]Dressed goth
[ ]Dressed preppy
[ ]been to a motocross race
[x]Avoided somebody
[ ]Been stalked
[ ]stalked somebody
[ ]Met a celebrity
[x]Played an instrument
[ ]Rode a horse
[x]Cut by something
[ ]Bungee jumped
[ ]Ding dong ditched somebody
[ ]Been to a wild party
[x]Been caught doing something bad
[x] Kicked or punched a guy in the balls
[ ]Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend
[ ]Gone out with your friend's crush
[ ]Got arrested
[ ]Been pregnant
[ ]Babysat
[x]Been to another country
[ ]Started your house on fire
[ ]Had an encounter with a ghost
[ ]Donated your hair to cancer patients
[ ]Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by
[x]Cried over a member of the opposite sex
[ ]Had a boyfriend or girlfriend over 2 months
[x]Sat on your butt all day
[ ]Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself
[x]Had a job (The Legends. ololololol)
[ ]Gotten cut from a sports team
[x]Been called a hoe
[x]Danced like a hoe
[ ]Been mistaken for a celebrity
[ ] Been in a car accident
[ ]Been told you have beautiful eyes
[ ]Been told you have beautiful hair
[ ]Raped somebody
[x]Danced in the rain
[ ]Been rejected
[ ]Left a restaurant without paying
[x]Punched someone/slapped someone in the face
[ ]Been raped

Total: 65% virgin



All right, guys. This is my very last night at my old flat, the centre of my childhood. Pretty much spent 60% of my life here, the rest just in school. My life is EXCITING. Fuckit. But it's still something significant, and it'll be the place I associate with me as a child. I got a disposable camera and intend to take some pictures. It'll probably end up shit. But whatever. Better than nothing.

Anyway, the important thing you guys need to know is that it is also my last night of internet connection. I have absolutely no idea when I'll have it in my new place, but it shouldn't be too long, I reckon. Will miss you guys load. <3

Oh and I got a B3 for my Chinese. HA! Wasted. But there's nothing I can do about it now. I don't think it's worth it to go through everything again. It's not like it's a B4... I think B3's... acceptable.

Bai.

Monkey

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You filled in 200 questions because...

Jan. 4th, 2009 | 03:30 pm

200. My middle name is: Don't have one. Chinese name is Li Ping though.
199. I was born on: 16th December 1993
198. I am really: odd.
197. My cell phone company is: Singtel
196. My eye color is: Black
195. My shoe size is: 8/9?
194. My ring size is: No idea. Probably big though.
193. My height is: 160cm :(
192. I am allergic to: Some kind of shellfish, I always forget its name.
191. I was born in: Singapore
190. I live in: Singapore
189. The last book I read: The Ballad of Reading Goal.
188. My bed is: awesome.
187: One thing you hate about yourself: I'm not smart enough.
179. My favorite Holiday is: December hols, duh. Otherwise, Chinese New Year. Which is coming! Yay! <3
178. The perfect kiss is: wat.
177. The last three cd's I bought are: I haven't bought any CDs in ages! I can't really remember but the last one should be Sigur Ros's Með suð í eyrum við spilum endalaust, before that, Mew's Frengers (omg so long ago) and... I can't remember. Maybe Bjork's Volta.
176. Last song that made me cry was: Hm. Can't remember.
175. Are you single or taken? Taken
174. If your taken, by who? By studies.
173. Do you like being single/taken? My studies are often very mean to me, but it could be because I tend to neglect them. I love being in school, I guess I just have to work things out.
170. What did you do last night? Watched American Psycho.

YES OR NO / I BELIEVE IN:
142. Love at first sight?: No.
141. Luck?: Yes. But you should never depend on it.
140. Fate?: Yes, but you can change it.
139. Yourself?: Most of the time.
138. Aliens?: Haha, I guess so.
137. Heaven? No.
136. Hell?: Eh. Kinda yeah. But not in that typical sense.
135. Ghosts? Yes. Hur hur.
134. Horoscopes?: A bit yeah, not those rubbish you find in newspapers and magazines though.
133. Soulmates?: A bit yeah.

WHICH IS BETTER?
129. Hugs or Kisses? I like hugs.
128. Drunk or High? I've never tried being high before. Can't say I like being drunk. But can't say I've been drunk around good company.
127. Phone or Online? Phone, but that's rare.
126. Red heads or Black hair? I love redheads, but I think I prefer black hair on me. :)
125. Blondes or Brunettes? Brunettes
124. Hot or cold? Hot
123. Summer or winter? Winter, just cos I've never tried it.
121. Chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla.
120. Night or Day? Night
119. Oranges or Apples? Oranges
118. Curly or Straight hair? Depends on who. But I like my hair wavy.

WHAT I THINK ABOUT:
116. Abortion? If circumstances suck, yeah. I'm not asking everyone to go abort their babies though.
115. Backstabbers? Fuck you.
114. Parents? Ok.

LAST TIME I:
103. Went out of town? Lol, what? uh, I went to AMK on Friday, cos I've got school. Or uh, I went to Genting in November!
102. Had food? about an hour ago, maybe?
101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while? Eh. Can't remember.
100. Cried in front of someone? Eh. Can't remember.

MISCELLANEOUS:
90. Who is the most ditsy person you know: Sarah Tan, maybe? HAR!
89. Who makes you laugh the most: In rl... lol Phoon maybe? But for stupid things though.
87. The last movie I watched: American Psycho. -shudders-
82. What I don't understand is: Binomal Theorem. But I believe I'll get it down by tonight.
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: "Whatever" Suck your dick!
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Hm, probably the food, olololol, pig. Or just the entire environment.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: Aceing my Os As and getting into uni!
74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is: O levels. Hur.
73. Tomorrow: First proper day of school, lessons included.
72. Today: Sunday.
71. Next Summer: will be awesome.
70. Next Week: Chem and A.Math tests. Which I WILL ace. >:(
67. People call me: Lim. Christine Lim. -raises sunglasses-
66. Do you have any regrets? I do. But hey, who doesn't?
65. What are you afraid of?: Failing at life. And ghosts. lololololol.
64. Who do you miss?: I miss myself as a kid.
63. Are you happy?: I'm generally okay.
62. The person who knows the most about me is: Me.
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: Have I?
56. My zodiac sign is: Sadge.
55. The first person I talked to today was: My mommy waking me up.
54. First time you had a crush: Kindergarten. Lol, I'm such a slut.
53. The one person I can't hide things from: Myself? No, I think I've tried. But I sorta figured it out. But I'll succeed one day.
52. Last time someone said something that you were thinking?: I think of rubbish.
51. Right now I am talking to: You.
50. What is your dream job? Anything that allows me to express myself as an artist, give me the freedom and oppoturnities to travel the world and meet many interesting people, and something that'd allow me to impact the world.
49. First job?: Waitering at The Legend. OLOLOLOLOLOL. twas fun. For me anyway.

48. I have/will get a job at? I have no idea. I don't mind waitering again. As tough as it really is.
47. I have this pet: called a 4 year old fish. He is amazing. We're really all just waiting for him to die but he won't. What a great fish. But I'm going to get 2 guinea pigs called Mark and Khai. They'll drink tea, wine, read books and talk about the meaning of life while recklessly whacking bongos.
46. I hope: my dreams will become reality.
45. The worst sound in the world: Simple Plan.
44. The person(s) that makes me cry the most is: My parents.
35. Florida or Hawaii: Fucking Thailand.
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: My awesome new Zara skirt.
32. My favorite sport is: I loved swimming. I think I want to swim again.
31. Last time I cried: Watching this video about Christian the Lion. GOOGLE IT. D'X
30. My friends are: all right.
29. My computer is: rubbish.
28. The school I go to is : St. Nicholas Shit School.
27. Last person I got mad at: ZHANG FUCKING CHUN YU.
22. The all-time best movie is: I don't know.
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Me. hur hur.
18. The most annoying person you know is: deserving of a steamroller in your face.
17. I lose all respect for people who: do nothing but pity themselves.
16. The movies I have cried at are: really sad.
13. Favorite web site: board.muse.mu hurhurhurhurhurhur.
12. I want to be: recognised.
11. The worst pain I was ever in was/is?: Don't remember. HA. Guess it wasn't that painful.
10. My favorite word is: floccinaucinihilipilification. just cos I like writing it out.
9. My room is: comfy.
5. My weakness is: my insecurities.
4. Who broke your heart: Myself. And my parents.
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: being me.
1. You filled out 200 questions because: I'm pathetic.

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I feel somewhat:

Jan. 4th, 2009 | 01:48 am
mood: confused confused
music: Apres Moi - Regina Spektor

Empty.

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A Letter

Dec. 12th, 2008 | 01:30 am

K, I koped this from Jia yu.

Instructions:
1. Do the "Letter MEME".
2. Tag no less than 5 other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.


Template:
Dear _____(the last person who textmessaged you) :

I don't really know how to tell you this,but (1).
I think I realized it (2) (3) and I sawyou (4) (5).
I'm sure you're (6) enough tounderstand (7).
I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory.
You should also know that I (10) (11).

(12),
Your name.


I'll bold the answers

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll be joining the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Went to sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Egypt - Fuck off now
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard


Dear Xing jun:

I don't really know how to tell you this,but
I'll be joining the monastery.
I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes in women's clothing and I saw you went to sit on my fart balloon 
I'm sure you're s
carred enough tounderstand that I did a sex-change
I'm returning your contact book  to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory.
You should also know that I n
ever openly mocked your Oprah Winfrey imitations
 

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
Christine

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Dec. 11th, 2008 | 08:34 pm
location: neverneverland. which is just land.
music: YMO and Skapara - Simoon

All right, so I haven't posted in a pretty long while so here's a little summary of the past month:


Let's start off with the lessons we've learnt from all the exciting incidents leading up to the Genting competition.


Lesson #1:
= EVIL

fo srs. Well, technically it was flip flops and sandals that got the band into trouble but I really want that pair of slippers, and just to highlight the absurdity of Susan Lim logic. (Hardly absurd, flip flops and sandals are disgraceful. Especially if you're wearing them to the beach.) Ironically, she was wearing sandals herself. But that's a different case, I suppose. She's always right. Because she's a teacher.



Lesson #2:





Who knew  動力火車 was in charge of SN Track & Field? :D

No wonder our school dotes on them. It must cost a bomb to have her *cough* in charge.


Lesson #3:



School's a really dangerous place. You don't know it because all the bad guys only come out at around 5:45 pm. (By the way, the drug dealers are in 3 Loyalty's classroom) But it's still your fault really, because your communication with the teachers is rubbish. They would have told you.

Well yeah, I guess only P.E.Ts would get it. It's a lesser known story that I can't be bothered to type up, ask Liwen or something. Fine, I type it up.

STORY HERE: Basically, Percussion and E.Ts were having self prac in the music room the entire afternoon. Then when Liwen and I headed to the toilet by the P.E departmentat about 5:45, Susan Lim came out and started talking lots of BS about how dangerous it is, we're inconsiderate to the teachers because they (she) couldn't knock off as they (she) had to ensure our safety... in school. Yada. So we went back and told everyone to pack up and fuck off. We still needed the toilet though, and Xing came along with us. After relieving ourselves, Susan Lim stopped us right outside the toilet and once again let her menopause monster off on us. So anyway, Xing was fiddling with some keys in her hands and Susie was like "You know you've already broken the rules just by having possession of the key. What do you intend to do with it?" Xing quite timidly pointed out that it was actually her house keys. Fucking PWNED. It was quite funny. So anyway, after more BS from her (mostly directed to Liwen as the secretary of band), Susan decided that Xing was really rude for looking at the floor instead of her stunning face (yes stunning in the sense that you're STUNNED that the world could allow something so horrific to exist) and *refer to Lesson #4* Xing really wasn't rude, just intimidated. Rude would be my pai kia you-from-what-pai-i-get-my pai-to-beat-you-up "body language". And anyway, that night, Xing got a phonecall from potatoface that Susan Lim rejected her passport which was only 4 days overdue the six month valid thing. That's kinda the gist of it.

Moving on...


Lesson #4:



動力火車 has the right to expel you from St. Nicks because you're rude. Then you'll end up like that guy in the picture. Sigh, he still hasn't learned his lesson. Well, I better start packing my desk then because I think I'm pretty etiquette challenged.



Lesson #5:




Potatoes are two faced bastards.



And band teachers are all useless. (Except Miss Tey. Sure, may not be the most useful person around but she's really good natured and she should be appreciated simply for that)


Then we move on to GENTING


Lesson #6:



We aren't exactly the luckiest group of people in the world. Just, not even 10 minutes into the road trip, we met with an accident. It was a taxi too but was damaged worse than that. A picture can be found on the band blog which I will link you to later. We caused an epic traffic jam on Upp Thomson Rd though, and felt pretty awesome.


Lesson #7:



Fucking rubbish hotel man. The elevators were the worst. You can wait forever and it'll never come.



Lesson #8:



Our teachers. <3

Don't be decieved by their uselessness because they truly care for us. And they're only worried about our safety. Which is a perfectly good reason to smother us under their authoritative regime. And when they refuse to help us with transporting the instruments, it's merely because they think we could lose a few kilograms. And when they appear apathetic when it was announced *refer to lesson 9*, it's only because they have high hopes for us and this smelly competition means nothing and is below them. They're pretty important people, y'know.



Lesson #9:




Yar, SNSB pwned in the end.

80%, Gold, Third place.



And so concludes the Genting trip.


Lesson #10:

I left all my textbooks in the primary classroom so I can't do any revision. I'm a genius.






Well holy fuck, it's the 12th of December already. And here I was thinking it was the 9th or something like that maybe. 4 more days. I don't wanna grow up.




Where the fuck are you, you stinking twatbag.



Signing off with much love,

Christine.


O, the band blog. http://www.snsbbravo.wordpress.com

Nerh.

 

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Nov. 9th, 2008 | 02:24 pm

I'm losing my mind my mind my mind my mind my mind my mind. So on.

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Tomorrow's Nov 5th

Nov. 4th, 2008 | 10:19 pm
mood: nervous nervous
music: Tomorrow Never Dies - Swan Lee

Wish me luck! :)I need it.

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